Title: Sandpaper & Silk
Author: fatal_overdose
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: GSF? It's kind of Spencer/Ryan/Brendon, Ryan/Brendon, Ryan/Jon.
Summary: Spencer says, “We’ll find a way.” Post-apocalype AU? It's sort of just werid.
Disclaimer: Never happened, I don't own anything, etc.
Notes: I fail at life. Also: we_are_cities sept 16 07. X-posted. Sorry for overlap.

( post script )

Title: Drawn In Heights
Author: fatal_overdose
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Jon/Spencer, Ryan/Brendon
Summary: He’s pretty sure he never believed in love at first sight.
Wordcount: ~7,800
Disclaimer:Never happened, don't know any of the guys, don't own anything, etc.
Notes: I had some help from aug 7 07 and july 31 07 at we_are_cities. Also, thanks to perfectionists and brightbulletx for keeping me sane and helping me through this.

( a feather in your pocket, like a secret )

Title: Twist
Author: fatal_overdose
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: baby!Ryan/Spencer
Summary: When Ryan falls, everything is slow motion.
Word Count: ~3,800
Disclaimer: This never happened (even thought it would be sososo cute if it did) and I don't own anything or make a profit or know the boys, etc.
Notes: I was talking to perfectionists on AIM and this idea came out ("baby!rycer on the half pipe?") and she said "WRITE IT. o_o" so, here it is. :3

( throw my spirit in the pouring rain )

Title: Flicker
Author: fatal_overdose
Rating: R
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon, one-sided?Spencer/Jon
Guest Starring (Other Characters): faerie!Frank Iero, Gerard and Mikey Way, Jimmy Urine, and the usual.
Summary: "Oh, right! Pixie dust. Right, I always forget that part.” Spin off of a Peter Pan AU. Orly?
Dislciamer: I don't own anything and, obviously, this never happened.
Notes: This is dedicated to perfectionists as a latelatelate wedding present, and also because I think I maybe possibly said I would write her something but then I forgot. Possibly.

( somewhere over the rainbow )

Title: Carousel
Author: fatal_overdose
Word Count: ~6,900
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Spencer/Ryan/Brendon/Jon; Brendon/Ryan; sort of one-sided Spencer/Ryan.
Summary: "Don't do anything drastic before coffee. I don't want to miss it."
Disclaimer: Never happened; Don't own.
Notes: Not as long as the first one. Sorry guys; I tried.

Sequel to: How The Light Gets In

( You're doing the right thing. )

Title: How The Light Gets In
Author: fatal_overdose
Fandom: Panic! At The Disco/House MD crossover. Sort of.
Word Count: ~9,200
Rating: R
Pairing: Spencer/Ryan/Brendon/Jon with hints of one-sided Spencer/Ryan towards the end.
Summary: Ryan smiles, leaning in to hug him, and Jon’s hands are twitching towards his stomach, towards the little bulge that’s there, barely noticeable, but they can’t, not outside, not here. MPREG
Disclaimer: Never happened; not real; don't own.
Notes: I wasn't sure if I even wanted to write this, because when I do crossovers, no one really reads them, but then I thought, well, everyone watches House, so. Hopefully you guys will like it :D

( Pete thinks it's funny. )

Title: Fade
Author: fatal_overdose
Rating: Light R; mentions of rape, etc.
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
Summary: There are red roses upon red roses upon red roses upon one pale yellow flower. AU.
Disclaimer: Never happened; don't own.
Notes: we_are_cities promts: 6.30.07 and 7.7.07

( nothing lasts forever )

Title: Everything's Gonna Fall (Right Into Place)
Author: fatal_overdose
Rating: Light R
Fandom: FBR & MCR (look under cut for all the characters)
Word Count: ~7,500
Pairing: Brendon/Spencer (other pairings listed under the cut)
Summary: It’s not like they were doing anything dangerous. It really wasn’t dangerous at all, and for one of Brendon’s plans, that was pretty amazing. [future! fic]
Notes: Enjoy! ^^

( The Plan )

Title: Kaleidoscope
Author: fatal_overdose
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Ryan centric; hints of: Ryan/Brendon, Ryan/Spencer, Ryan/Jon.
Summary: “How do you see things?” Brendon asked him one day. “Like, how do things look in your eyes? How do pictures show up for you?” AU.
Disclaimer: This never happened; I don't own anything.
Notes: Promts from we_are_cities : 2.20.07 and 3.17.07.

( we act like big city kids when the sun goes down )

Title: Dealing With Bullets
Author: fatal_overdose
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon (of course.) Ryan!fic.
Summary:“You know these words, though.” Brendon points out. Ryan just shrugs and says, “Yes, my mind does, but do my fingers?” Brendon thinks about the question for a long, long time. Three days later, Spencer is already asking about how Ryan got Brendon to be this quiet and would he mind sharing the secret?
Disclaimer: Never happened, don't own. The End.
Notes: I'd tell you that this is confusing, but you already knew that because I wrote it, and everything I write is confusing.

( Ryan Ross is not a child. )

Title: So Far Down
Author: fatal_overdose
Rating: R
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
Summary: “There was kissing.” Brendon says. “Lots of kissing.” Slightly AU.
Disclaimer: This never happened, I don't own anything.
Notes: Look, another update from me! (And it's still not one of the Alphabet Updates, I'm so sorry Dx J is killing me.) For those of you who like to Roleplay, you should check out lovers_tiff_rpg.

( loose lips sink ships )

Title: Blush
Author: fatal_overdose
Rating: R/NC-17
Pairing(s): Brendon/Ryan/Jon, Brendon/Ryan, Ryan/Jon, Jon/Cassie, Spencer/Ryan, Spencer/Brendon.
Summary: “I think,” Jon says, and Ryan looks up from his spot next to Brendon on the floor in the video chairs, battling in Super Smash Brothers. “I think Cassie is going to come to the cabin for a week or two.” On the screen, Ryan’s character dies.
Notes: I wrote this, mostly, with a Jon/Ryan fight scene and I just can't see that because Jon's way too calm and Ryan likes Jon a lot, so, I rewrote this in about three hours. Of course, I can't write Jon in-character to save my life, either.

Burning Candles

( The Proof Is In Black And White )

Title: Burning Candles
Author: Me [Shelby; fatal_overdose ]
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Ryan/Jon, Ryan/Spencer, Ryan/Brendon, Brendon/Jon, Spencer/Ryan/Jon/Brendon and everything else under the sun.
Summary: He finally spits, “I’m sure as hell not in love with you.”
Disclaimer: Never happened, don't own.
Notes: In this, Spencer is supposed to be, like, completely straight until Ryan 'turns him' (“`s all your fault.” Jon says, words almost slurring from his sleep. “You turned him.”)

( it spins and spins and spins and never stops )

Title: Rooftops and Satellites [standalone]
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
Rating: NC-17
Summary: He wraps fingers around Ryan’s arm (he can fit fingers all the way around. he thinks about making Ryan eat a hamburger or something.) and tugs him forward. Ryan goes willingly, falling right into Brendon’s arms and hiding his face in Brendon’s (fall out boy) t-shirt. [AU]
Disclaimer: Not mine, don't own, never happened.

( Boys Don't Cry )

Biology project due tomorrow. Just started it today. I'm a last minute kind of person, it seems. It's kind of fun, actually - a scavenger hunt of sorts. I found everything, so. :D It's a 200 point project. I really need this grade, because my grade in biology went down to an 83. I had an 87. D:

I have food. ):

Anyway.

Today, my history class was supposed to go to this stupid play thing [in the 'multipurpose room' which brought up lots of conversation, because people say 'multi' different ways.] but there was a class that wasn't supposed to go there, so there wasn't enough room for the whole class. Me and 9 other people sat out in the hallway eating candy and reading and talking about - penguin ninjas.

What's up with that, anyway?

I'm still waiting for one of my aunts to call me and tell me happy brithday.

There's this group project thing I have to do in PE, and me and Jess and Julie and Shelby are a group, and what we have to do is make up a workout routine and have music and everything. We're trying to decide on our music.

We're thinking 'Kryptonite', and probably some Linkin Park, but we dunno which song, and I want to do 'Time To Dance' because the beat is fucking awesome, but, I dunno if they'll like it. Julie likes it. I think. Anyway.

I still have food.

):

Yeah.

I need to change the layout here. At least the colors. And I just redid my myspace, but I think I might change it again this weekend or something.

WTF, My Sister!.

Go worship her :)

Title: I is for Invisible [9/26]
Author: fatal_overdose
Rating: PG/PG-13 (Character Death)
Pairing: Ryan Ross/Brendon Urie
POV: Third
Summary: He wouldn't accept mistakes in his notebook. [AU]
Disclaimer: Never happened; Never will; Don't own.
Notes: I can't believe I wrote a Panic! fic with character death in it. Sorry it took so long with the update; writers block and sudden obsession with Ryan/Spencer. Huh.

A B C D E F G H

( Ryan Ross is not crazy )

So, I just spent from 8:15 until 10:30 in a Mexican restraunt listening to karaoke. And, most of it was country, which I hate, but this is the south, so I'm rethinking the hate-country part of me. Huh. I'm so fucking excited, too, because I got to witness surprise!buttsecks v 2.0 tonight.

Okay, I'll explain.

There was this guy sitting at the table next to us, and at first I thought he was 19, maybe 18, but as the night went on, I thought, maybe 17 and by the time I left I was considering 16, but I think he was actually 17 or 18. (And I got to witness him try vodka for the first time, but that's another story).

Anyway. He was standing behind his chair, which was turned sideways, and he had one leg on the chair, and the guy sitting next to him stood up, and when he turned to slide out between the two chairs, it was hipsmeetass and Oh.My.God. the looks on their faces.

Like. Priceless. Srsly.

After that, he was [totally, completely, drop-dead, not even gonna lie] fucking sexy. And maybe he was before that, too, but that happened three minutes after we sat down, so. I kind of thought about going down on him in the bathroom. (not kidding.) I didn't, of course. [:

And, okay, so maybe I flirted a little and maybe he stuck his ass out when he danced because he was fucking awesome like that, and maybe I caught him staring once, and maybe he caught me staring once, but - all in all - it was a good night :D

Oh, and the guy that surprise!buttsecks'd him was either his brother or his brother-in-law.

:D

there’s more to living than just breathing and sunlight,
there’s keeping up with time, being left behind because no one knows just when to stop or turn,
when clock hands spin and hours are minutes that are seconds away.

maybe we’re all just part of a game, dangling puppets with dirty wishes,
sick intentions burning in our veins, something deeper than hate and lust,
bullets and guns and chances that shouldn’t be taken.

thoughts don’t register, tears fall and hearts break,
but no one can stop the flow of things – we’re not the ring masters,
just figurines with a will to live and a chance to be.

I got bored, decided I'd write down my weird guidelines as to what panic! bandslash fics I'd read.

1. The word 'beautiful' can not be used unless the word 'fucking' is before it.

2. The word 'pretty' can not be used unless it is said by Brendon, and either as a joke or during fucking.

3. The word 'pretty' can not be used as a petname unless Jon is saying it and using it on either Brendon or Ryan.

4. The Panic! guys don't use to word 'dude'.

5. 'Baby' is a totally unacceptable word, and can not be used as a petname. It may only be used my Brendon when he is dry-humping Ryan and saying, "Admit you're in love with me."

6. Spencer and Jon do not 'giggle'. Only on rare occasion do Brendon and Ryan giggle, and it has to be during something completely random like drinking or snail racing or bedazzling Spencer's new shoes.

7. AU fics must actually have a plot that is not based off of a stupid romance novel or Brokeback Mountain.

8. Crack!Fics must be completely crack, and have stupid petnames and codenames and lots of drinking and TAI and FOB and computer hacing comeshots. Plus spelling errors and multiple exclamation points.

9. Acceptable Pairings: Brendon/Ryan, Brendon/Jon, Brendon/Spencer, Ryan/Spencer, Ryan/Jon, Jon/Spencer, Ryan/Pete.

10. Acceptable Crack!Fic Pairings: Ryan/Patrick, Spencer/Patrick, Spencer/Brent, Spencer/Pete [fuck yes.]

11. Unacceptable Pairings: Brent/Ryan, Jon/Brent

12. People I Hate With A Passion: Jack Marin, Oli Sykes

13. The Panic! boys DO NOT DO DRUGS. Jon might smoke cigarettes, but they don't do drugs. Brendon trying (and failing) to roll a joint isn't cool.

I'm such a fucking hopeless romantic.